The only reason why do i still go to my blog is only because for the seek of the songs. The only reason why i'm blogging now is because i just read some one's blog which i really like her style of writing. The only reason why i'm still not on bed is all thanks to pw. And the only reason why i'm really still here, killing myself with the shit load of homework and pw and endless tests to study for is because man are born to suffer.

I have been thinking about this for quite a while, probably since the start of the second semester. Why are we studying all this stuff for? So what if we study, get good results, get a good job and have a not too bad life in the future? Eventually we'll still have to die someday, maybe way way before all those things could even happen. Earth is dying, we man are using its natural resources at such a alarming rate and in addition to the growing population in the world, not forgetting global warming as well.

Why couldn't man just remain in the stone age/ice age/pre-historical time where we have no technology, lesser scheming scum bags plus no homework, school and examination?! If man didnt evolve, none of this would happen(?). I mean, if man didnt seek for improvement, things wouldn't be the same. They would not discover ______, ___________ and ________ which makes life so meaningless. Stressing yourself up over examinations, having not enough time to study, office politics, worrying about losing your job and maybe not having good grades to get a good job to have a good life. But argh, whatever, i'm just pessimistic about life and i dont like how all this homework is making my life sad, especially in jc.

Or maybe, i just need some counselling. I dont know, i feel like so torned apart inside, its like something deep down in my brain is not functioning properly.




Today, i've learnt some new words.

Doofus: Slang. a foolish or inept person.

Lethargic: pertaining to, or affected with lethargy; drowsy; sluggish.

Queer: strange or odd from a conventional viewpoint; unusually different; singular: a queer notion of justice.

Scum bag: a person who is deemed to be despicable or contemptible

Therapeutic: of or pertaining to the treating or curing of disease; curative.

Paradox:
1. a statement or proposition that seems self-contradictory or absurd but in reality expresses a possible truth.
2. a self-contradictory and false proposition.
3. any person, thing, or situation exhibiting an apparently contradictory nature.
4. an opinion or statement contrary to commonly accepted opinion.

So, i'm a queer doofus, who is lethargic most of the time. I love school and hates scum bags.

No, i'm actually sick of school and hw.

Paradox.