Fun day out with primary school friends :D All of us changed a lot. Still kinda sad about the fact i was transferred out of sgss. Miss all the fun and stuff.

Haven been able to do my work on time, hate that feeling that creeps up to you since you know you have not completed your work. I need to do something.

New eye candies. Omg. Gotta focus more on studies instead of boys. *guilty*

Dont know is it just me or what, but i kinda feel that zy kinda dont like me or something. D: She seems cold towards me. Maybe i'm just overly sensitive.

And life in school isnt as fabulous as i thought it will be this year. Fucked up assholes are ruining my life. They still just put their dicks into their assholes.

Told dad about it. He said i seem to hate changes. Maybe thats why i came up with the whole revolution thing. Its true, or at least to me. Complexity of life suck. How am i going to be able to cope with all the new shit in the future then? The thought of that scares me.

Sometime i also feel that no one really knows me, except for N i guess. Love her to the max. Haven been seeing her often, D:

Hate myself for being so whiny and always complaining, but thats really how i feel about stuff. And J thinks that im freaking stupid. Or am i? Ah, fuckthatshit.

Been scolding the f word too frequently nowadays. D: Need to shut my mouth more.

And constantly feeling ugly when im with other people suck. Guess no one would thought that i always feel that way. And trying to feel pretty/beautiful is damn difficult. Its like, striking lottery if i wake up feeling like that.

Oh yes, I hate getting paranoid and freaking myself out. Once in awhile, im cool with that. But it seemed to be getting more and more often, like how i just got that feeling after logging into fb and seeing that.

Its a dead blog and i know it is. But oh well, its for my own personal thoughts, love ya.