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2010-12-05T15:42:00.005+08:00

HEY YO!

Okay, im not eactly that high now, but after two loooooong years (or maybe one and a half ) i think i'm done with jc life. I said i think cos im not sure if i can make it ): but ya, who would wanna take alvls again.

AND I AM SO GLAD I FINALLY MET UP WITH MY DEAREST ANGELIC SWEETIE PIE NIKKI (HAH)! Really thankful to have her as my little fatty and spending time with her is always enjoyable. HAHA, im like tapping my feet as im typing this, happy feet!

Angellic sweetie :D

Bel came over yesterday and we tried on makeup together! It was fun! Though we were very very noob at putting it on. So, it was kinda like trial and error. Bel looked like some performer for the circus while i looked like i just got punched hard in my eye. I really hope prom will turn out good for me, i dont wanna screw it up like my sec 4 prom, oh god. Trying to act all mature but fail, haha, at least i had fun with fatty in the process!

Camwhore for a while with bel after that, with my new (ahem) mac! YEAH!

I love how mac made our complexion look soooooooooooooooogooooooooooooooooooooodyoooooooooooooooooo.

Random:

Should i add soyabean on fb? D:

2010-07-16T22:15:00.001+08:00

SO TOUCHING! I CRIED!

2010-06-27T23:11:00.001+08:00

I'm afraid. I'm tired. I think I need help.

2010-04-01T21:05:00.002+08:00

Maybe I need some rehab, or maybe just need some sleep
I've got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley, I'm making those desperate calls
Im staying up all night hoping, Hit my head against the walls

What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!

My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead

What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away

So I got a question;
Do you want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like a native drum?
Is my love, your drug?
(huh) Your drug? (huh) your drug? (huh) your drug?
Is my love, your drug?

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love (x2)

Heyyy heyyy you love, your love, (whispered) is my drug

2010-03-15T15:41:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.

Soyabean is sitting in the same row as me for two papers!

HAHA!

I'm smiling like a fool now! (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

2010-03-06T16:05:00.000+08:00

2010-02-21T19:15:00.006+08:00

Awwwww (: I want a puppy now!

2010-02-21T16:23:00.004+08:00

Hi. My name is rijmnaee and i am feeling hungry.

Got cookie? No, i want SOYABEAN NOW!

Haha, sis on the way back with cup walker's milktea! Yums (._.)v But so damn sinful, omg, drank it yesterday too. ): getting fatter and fatter, ah, like cny's goodies arent sinful enough.

And, im nomming on prawn crackers while typing this. Omg, i need liposuction please.

Hmmmmm, soyabeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan (: ive got your pic!

2010-01-23T23:10:00.004+08:00

Fun day out with primary school friends :D All of us changed a lot. Still kinda sad about the fact i was transferred out of sgss. Miss all the fun and stuff.

Haven been able to do my work on time, hate that feeling that creeps up to you since you know you have not completed your work. I need to do something.

New eye candies. Omg. Gotta focus more on studies instead of boys. *guilty*

Dont know is it just me or what, but i kinda feel that zy kinda dont like me or something. D: She seems cold towards me. Maybe i'm just overly sensitive.

And life in school isnt as fabulous as i thought it will be this year. Fucked up assholes are ruining my life. They still just put their dicks into their assholes.

Told dad about it. He said i seem to hate changes. Maybe thats why i came up with the whole revolution thing. Its true, or at least to me. Complexity of life suck. How am i going to be able to cope with all the new shit in the future then? The thought of that scares me.

Sometime i also feel that no one really knows me, except for N i guess. Love her to the max. Haven been seeing her often, D:

Hate myself for being so whiny and always complaining, but thats really how i feel about stuff. And J thinks that im freaking stupid. Or am i? Ah, fuckthatshit.

Been scolding the f word too frequently nowadays. D: Need to shut my mouth more.

And constantly feeling ugly when im with other people suck. Guess no one would thought that i always feel that way. And trying to feel pretty/beautiful is damn difficult. Its like, striking lottery if i wake up feeling like that.

Oh yes, I hate getting paranoid and freaking myself out. Once in awhile, im cool with that. But it seemed to be getting more and more often, like how i just got that feeling after logging into fb and seeing that.

Its a dead blog and i know it is. But oh well, its for my own personal thoughts, love ya.

2009-12-02T17:07:00.003+08:00

Omg.

I dreamt that.

I blogged about something and said eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeew saw the post.

And asked me why i blogged about eeeeeeeeeeeeeew.

And eeeeeeeeeew smiled.

While i blushed.

WTH.

2009-11-22T00:50:00.003+08:00

Habboing till 1am is awesome.

Facebook is out! Haha.

2009-11-19T17:03:00.002+08:00

Hmph. Stupid habbo is under maintenance, so i cant log in now, boohoo ): &&&&& i should be blogging on wikiTP instead, but nah. Thats boooooring. (: Sigh, since school started, I haven’t been getting enough sleep, its just weird. I think my body clock is used to being active at night and now morning is my sleeping time! Boohoo. Haha, lets see how many boohoo i can go in this little post (:

Boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo boohoo.

Woah, i typed all that okay! (: Thats 56 boohoo in a paragraph! BOOHOO!

I dont know if i like to blog or not, but i do like the feeling of blogging, lol, paradox. So, i dont know if i should still keep this blog. This blog is rather new, dont have lots of post, so, ya its boring. ): boohoo. But blogging is like, one of the best ways for me to write down how i feel. Its not like telling someone about how you feel, but to me, blogging lets me jolt down things that might be going through in my head and stuff. Plus, i dont think i am those who can express myself very well? (Eh, i'm always ending my sentences in, "you know, like..") Boohoo ):

Sometimes i also feel that i'm really _____________ because, for example, if i feel good about myself today, someone would come along and say the opposite, like your hair looks weird or someone pretty and slim would walk pass me and i would feel inferior. ): Its always like that. And i just cant help it, thats the worst.

Studies too. I really think i'm getting more and more stupid. ): Shouldnt blogged anymore, i feel sad ):

)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): fats-a-lot double chin smiley.

2009-11-08T22:13:00.001+08:00

Love this site.

GMH

Really gives me hope. And i'll always feel this nice tingling feeling in me.

(:

2009-11-03T17:04:00.001+08:00

2009-10-30T20:33:00.001+08:00

Super funny!

2009-10-28T18:13:00.002+08:00

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What about you?

2009-09-07T01:17:00.003+08:00

Really smart baby!

And super cute too!

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

2009-08-27T08:19:00.002+08:00

Boo!

Me in hall, bored.

So me blogging now.

But me sleepy.

So sleepy.

Haven't finish me homework yet.

Aaaaaaaaah.

Bleh.

What should I type now?

Hmmmmmmmm.

(:

I see someone (:

Ahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa!

HAPPY!

:D

2009-08-23T00:54:00.003+08:00

The only reason why do i still go to my blog is only because for the seek of the songs. The only reason why i'm blogging now is because i just read some one's blog which i really like her style of writing. The only reason why i'm still not on bed is all thanks to pw. And the only reason why i'm really still here, killing myself with the shit load of homework and pw and endless tests to study for is because man are born to suffer.

I have been thinking about this for quite a while, probably since the start of the second semester. Why are we studying all this stuff for? So what if we study, get good results, get a good job and have a not too bad life in the future? Eventually we'll still have to die someday, maybe way way before all those things could even happen. Earth is dying, we man are using its natural resources at such a alarming rate and in addition to the growing population in the world, not forgetting global warming as well.

Why couldn't man just remain in the stone age/ice age/pre-historical time where we have no technology, lesser scheming scum bags plus no homework, school and examination?! If man didnt evolve, none of this would happen(?). I mean, if man didnt seek for improvement, things wouldn't be the same. They would not discover ______, ___________ and ________ which makes life so meaningless. Stressing yourself up over examinations, having not enough time to study, office politics, worrying about losing your job and maybe not having good grades to get a good job to have a good life. But argh, whatever, i'm just pessimistic about life and i dont like how all this homework is making my life sad, especially in jc.

Or maybe, i just need some counselling. I dont know, i feel like so torned apart inside, its like something deep down in my brain is not functioning properly.

Today, i've learnt some new words.

Doofus: Slang. a foolish or inept person.

Lethargic: pertaining to, or affected with lethargy; drowsy; sluggish.

Queer: strange or odd from a conventional viewpoint; unusually different; singular: a queer notion of justice.

Scum bag: a person who is deemed to be despicable or contemptible

Therapeutic: of or pertaining to the treating or curing of disease; curative.

Paradox:
1. a statement or proposition that seems self-contradictory or absurd but in reality expresses a possible truth.
2. a self-contradictory and false proposition.
3. any person, thing, or situation exhibiting an apparently contradictory nature.
4. an opinion or statement contrary to commonly accepted opinion.

So, i'm a queer doofus, who is lethargic most of the time. I love school and hates scum bags.

No, i'm actually sick of school and hw.

Paradox.

2009-07-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

I am such a sucker for (fill in the blanks).

2009-06-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

I just remembered!

I WANNA WATCH PERFUME THE MOVIE!

2009-06-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!

I really like my blog now, after changing the skin! Haha, the monster background is damn kawaii, hahahahahahahahhhhhh. You like it too right?!

Haha, i know i have not been blogging for a gazillion years already but but but! at least i did not abandon it huh. I still love you bloggy!

RANDOM!

Omg, i just broke my all time record for bejeweled!

I scored a whooping 176,000! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! MY HIGHEST SCORE EVER! :D

Lol, back here again. Eh, i totally dont know what to blog about, i guess i really lost my touch in blogging ): sigh. I'm really weird, sometimes when i read other people's blog, i would suddenly have this strong urge to blog too. But the moment i logged onto blogger, i just cant think of what to blog about.

GDI, my life is booooooooooooring.

The unknown side of Dora the Explorer, told cha she's nuts.

Btw, is it just me or do the smrt trains stinks? I have been travelling on the mrts for the past few days and whenever i stand near the doors, i can smell shit smell. Ah, tell me about it. It's super gross, imagine breathing in that smell through out your whole journey while standing just at the side of the door because the train is freaking squeezy.

Wendy also smelt it, FATTY NIKKI TOO! Haha.

SHOPPING WITH NIKKI FONG LI CHUN IS DAMN FUN! HAHAHAHAHHAAHHHHHH, AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN!

2009-04-05T11:07:00.000+08:00

:D CUTE!

2009-03-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

Oh my my my my my my.

Offically a dead blog by now man.

Resolutions:

1. Remember to blog often.
2. Complete tutorials in time.
3. Learn how to make my index and little pinky touch.
4. Learn geek face too.
5. Miss fatty.
6. Update my wardrobe.
7. Stop wasting time on facebook apps. :S
8. Pay attention in class!
9. Eh, i forgot what i wanted to type, aah, forget it.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I'm still not done with econs, maths, physics, chem, pw, and blah blah tutorials. Okay, i'll do them as soon as i turn off the com. Hohooo, this is going to be a long wait.

Anyway, school is fun but not for the tutorials of course. Shopping with fatty gin is fun too, haha. She have wonder boobs! Hehe.

P/s: I've blogged, POHPOH :D

2009-02-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

My o'level result.

Seriously suck.

Big time.

Nevermind, life's still gotta go on.

GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK! Hehehe, the geek icon from msn is damn cute, geeky!

Chinese new year this year was rather boring. Although there's only two days to bai nian, it was more than enough since my family and i only went to four houses. So, very little hongbao collected too ): Oh ya, just remember that i haven't count the money yet, hehehe.

Saying about hongbaos, i'll be collecting more tomorrow! Haha! Jealous?

Btw, do anyone out there hate steamboat too? Steamboats are plain, boring and food cooked in it isn't tasty at all la. Hmmm, reminds me the story of my poor sister. On new year's eve, we had reunion steamboat dinner at my aunt's house. My sis got diarrhoea till the next morning. Then on the first day of cny, we had dinner at my yi po's house and then....

She have fever and headache for almost two days.

Maybe, maybe my sis is allergy to steamboats.... hmmmm...

PICNIC PICS!

Hehe, took them from liyana.

THANKS LI!

P/s: Who wanna go picnic someday? 8-| *geek icon*

2009-01-12T19:16:00.001+08:00

D:

totally demoralised.

2009-01-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

Hi hi.

Okay, quick post. Goanna go watch American's next top model on youtube later. I think i'm addicted to it, lol, can even watch those videos till 2am, crazy huh?

Fat nikki and jermaine went to three open houses this week. Sp, tp, and nyp. Hmmm, tp, we didn't really like the campus, feels kinda weird. As for sp, we had been there twice for Arts Fiesta. They had a carnival and lots of people were there too. There was even a goodie bag, lol. Fatty said we should get one for fun, and we did. Inside the bag, was Impact red apple mint flavoured sweets, five-colours-in-a-highlighter (flower!) and some other stuff which i forgot.

And the best part, we couldn't find the toilet, super noob. So finally, we found one and there was this girl blow drying her shoes with the hand dryer so the toilet was damn smelly thanks to her.

Nyp campus was nice, some what secondary school like? Though there wasn't like banners outside the school or students standing there to welcome people in and it seemed really quiet, it was actually qutie crowded when we walked further into the school. Anyway, guess who we saw there?

Felicia chin, Pornsak, two other hosts and campus superstar contestants!

So the winner for the best open house is...

NYP!

Lol. Felicia looked better in real life. Really.

Then we went to Orchard. Was suppose to meet Hayley there but cos me and nik needed to go home early, we postpone it. Wisma was packed so usual, i think everyone was doing new year shopping.

Sigh, i want that peach coloured hairband and the shoulder bag from forever21 ): I have been eyeing that hairband for a loooooooong time, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Fatty wanted to get a vest but she can't find one that's nice and liked it at the same time.

Cotton on sales was crazy! Polo tees at $5, denim skirts, tops, and many more at only $10! This is what i call real sales man. I LOVE COTTON ON! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO :D

The high waisted skirt that Nikki's been eyeing is now 2 for $30! The retail price was $29.95, 40% off is a lot! Scream "CHEAP"! So we got one each, hooray! Hiak hiak (: We were really happy cos, we went into the shop, saw the skirt, tried it, queued up to pay, walked out of the shop, all in 30 minutes?! Hah! Beat that! Plus you needa put the amount of people shopping there into consideration.

After that, my family and i went to Chinatown. It was even more crowded than those night markets in malaysia. Noisy, squeezy and sticky, sweaty people kept banging into my family and i. There was even a store selling undergarments.

So, tomorrow's the big day for o'level students. Sigh, i am feeling... nervous? My vocab is very linited so do pardon me. Omg, i think i'm starting to panic already cos my stomach is starting to hurt now as i type this. I need to do something...

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

I suppose it is enough at the moment.

Anyway, good luck to you too if you're recieving your o'level results too tomorrow! See ya.

2009-01-06T12:38:00.000+08:00

Yo peeeeeps!

Lol, i can't believe i just typed that. Aaaah, nevermind.

Okay, i'm blogging now because i wanna tell you that...

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A little longer!

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*drum roll*

I'm going to watch ponyu now!

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In the comfort of my home!

Bye (:

P/s: Eh, is nevermind spelled like that or never mind?

2009-01-02T14:06:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone :D

Sorry, it's a little late but better than nothing!

And most of all,

I MISS YOU TOO FATTY NICKY! HIAK HIAK HIAK!

Just came back from kl with my family. Haha, shopping there was super super fun cos most of the shops are having year end sale so everything was cheeeeeeeeeeeap! Hehehe, aren't you jealous?

It was also my dad's first time driving to kl, so all of us were very excited, especially my mum! Haha, she even told my brother that she can't wait to go as a secret but he ended up telling everyone, that's why i know -.- Tsk tsk, don't ever trust my brother.

We bought so many things that the back seats of the car was filled! Somemore we had to make two trips to bring everything up, lol. Scary eh? Was also the first time i see my dad bought soooooo many clothes. The departmental stores at kl are very big and there's a lot of variety. I love them lah!

I didn't buy a lot though. My sis bought like, 6 pants plus shorts, insanity.

Enough about the trip.

OH, WAIT!

I had this weird dream the other day in kl, on the third night. I dreamt that i was a secret spy and i was with james bond (?!). He had this special potion that allow us to go through wall just by pouring it into whatever surface we want. So he poured it into the ceiling of some court building and we kind of like sink in.

Then all of a sudden, i was attacked by a group of teenagers there so i had to jump out of the third storey window. James bond was outside, trying to catch me with a...

Red plastic pail -.-

I was caught i think cos i was still alive after that. And the next thing i knew, i was in chinese dance, dancing. The instructor kept scolding me for no reason. I was upset, so i ran to the toilet.

The toilet was a little building by itself which was old, dirty and deserted. I sat on a toilet bowl cover and cried. A while later, this guy that i love in the dream came to me, consoled me and then, shouted at me? This dream is getting weird every second.

Then the scene changed to my house. I was in a balcony and my dad was reading newspapers in the living room. As i looked out of the window, someone just commited suicide and people were crowding around the corpse. And then...

I woke up.

Eh, my dreams are all weird, and have completely no link at all. -.- I need to see a doc.

Till then.

2008-12-25T17:35:00.000+08:00

Hello hello my friends!

Heheheheeee, welcome to my new blog!

Actually, i have no idea why do i even open a new blog. Haha, i've been slacking through the whole holiday, until i couldn't keep track of time. But that's been fun most of the time! Nikki and I watched lots of movies like:

Angus, thongs and prefect snogging *****
Twilight ****
Beverly Hill Chihuahua ****
Wild Child *****
Coffin **

Coffin really suck, it's scary ( okay, not really to other people ) but the movie kept changing from one scene to another, and they were totally different! And most of all, i think the story line is real lousy. On their trailer, the movie seemed good but, nah.

The other four movies were great! Haha, Nikki and I decided to watch Beverly Hill Chihuahua at the last minute. Wild Child and Angus, thongs and prefect snogging are quite similiar. Fatty ( Nikki ) told me that you can watch both movies on youtube, tsk tsk.

But, i feel that twilight wasn't as good as i thought it will be. The movie was quite short and a lot of scene were kinda not include in the movie. Sigh, twilight fans, don't kill me! Uh, I think i am going to read the series soon cos i wanna know the actual story, ~~so, anyone out there can lend me the book?~~ Lol.

Wahahahaaa, my sis is goanna borrow the whole series from her friend~

Yeah, three cheers :D

2008-08-29T20:57:00.001+08:00

Hello sexysxzsxzsx.